Why Am I Like This*

*Special disclaimer, this post is not going to be funny.

So tonight I spent time with a close friend and we talked about life. I’ve come to the conclusion that life sucks. Unfortunately, this is not a new revelation.

So how do I figure out how to just enjoy life despite all the pit falls and disappointments? I’ve mentioned in many posts, that I have nothing really to complain about: I have a stable job, a roof over my head and people who love me. And yet I still do complain, what I don’t have is a job I enjoy, an apartment I am proud of or someone special to love and that loves me back.

So I need to figure out how to find balance. Most importantly, I need to stop measuring myself up against benchmarks such as heirs and celebrities. They are really anomalies, the truth is they are one in a million cases…and I have a better chance of getting hit by lightening.

But to quote a line from one of my favorite musicals, A CHORUS LINE, “All I want to be, is just happy!” And its true…that’s all I want. Here’s to finding it!